Believe it or not, i'm sad. as in serious. mannn like a few minutes ago, everything is in place but now the unexpected happened. but its not that unexpected as unexpected. its still expected, if you get what i mean. Gah nevermind. i'm not even related to him anyway :/ so i shouldn't care. but still its sadness please. HOW? "no more hot guys to stare at" mayee is siao. at least i'm related to her.so i should care. but she doesn't need it. because she is mentally malfunctioning. and its going to be 1. and i'm glad it isn't 4. or it will remind me of the horrible disaster. and still i'm sad. at least i'm related to myself. so i should care about why i'm sad. but i'm not related to the reson why i'm sad. so in the end, i still shouldn't care. but i want to care. for i feel its unfair. maybe its fair. just that i don't think its fair when its fair with a small bit of unfairness. so its still fair because majority wins. yea the majority is always blind. oh my hell. and my vocab is lousy. all i know is "sad". yea and still, i'm sad. man wake up. its 1 now. yay. and yup i'm still sad. so what if i'm sad? i still need to sleep. i need to go get my divorce paper ready for ahmayvelyn has an affair and i need to go get ready a bucket of barbie dolls because hazzirah doesn't have any so i have to sponser her some when i go to her house tomorrow. bye its late and i'm scared.

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don't ever believe what i write.
for you don't believe what i write.
:/
and i don't expect you to read the whole chunk of words up there.
for i don't expect you to do so.
walau wake up.
people are blind.

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