26 was my birthday.
26 is also the first day of the Chinese new year.
Yet on that day,
My father was admitted to the hospital.

Today is the 28 and he’ll be having heart operations tomorrow.
PLEASE LET HIM BE SAFE AND FINE):
PLEASE.
I.
AM.
BEGGING.
YOU.
WHOEVER.
WHO.
CAN.
HELP.
ME.
):

I'm really scared):):):
I'm really afraid of losing you.
I really don't want to lose you.
I wish all this is a nightmare.
I feel like just crying my heart out and then when I am done,
everything will be just fine and back to normal.

The only thing that can make me feel a little bit better is CE on Friday.
I'm going to go claim my free 2 hours~
But seems like even the plan for Friday is screwed...

Papa, please get well soon.

Sunburnt! 11:32 PM