Sunday, May 17, 2009
Its been so long,
close to a year.
That day recently,
I walked the same road.
Same time as before.
Night.
But this time alone and on a different day.
At the same spot,
I threw everything away.
Everything that I kept for so long, that once meant so much to me, that I couldn't bare to throw away all along.
Those were the things that hold memories of you.
Into the drain.
The drain was filled with water.
I couldn't retrieve it back even if I want to.
I'm glad.
On the same road,
I deleted everything away.
Its about time I did so.
Its about time.
About time.
Time.
I turned back too many a times in the past.
This time, never again.
The waves will wash everything away.
You.
Words.
Memories.
Images.
Emotions.
Items.
Date.
Events.
The next time I walk the same path again,
the place will hold no meaning to me.
No memories.
No emotions.
Nothing will come into my mind.
It'll just be a concrete walkway.
With greenery all around.
No significance.
The traffic light,
will just be a traffic light.
Nothing else.
You taught me so many things.
I didn't know I could feel so many different emotions all at a same time.
You made me realise how it only takes 1 person to make me feel so sad and depressed.
You made me realise how it only takes 1 person to make me feel so happy and on cloud 9.
You showed me how it really feels to be important.
You made me realise how I can think about 1 person all day long.
You taught me how 1 person could be my world, my everything.
But everything comes to an end.
I suffered 1 of the most painful thing on Earth.
I learnt a most painful lesson.
"don't bully her"
"i won't let you die"
"I only go there with my friends and you are > my friend"
"i need you to go"
"<3 piggy"
Pack our bags,
its time we move on.
Goodluck for your ns.
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