Wow wow wow...
Just amazing.
So much have happened recently and I don't know how to continue anymore...
Deceptions, lies, all the pretence...
I feel so... disappointed, shock... scared.
All these things going through my head, playing on loop.
What I am thinking could not be untrue...
I saw it with my own eyes.
How do you hold your head high infront of me when you are doing all these things behind my back?
How do you face me without feeling immerse guilt?
Yup, the one I love most, hurts me the most:)
I guess this is life, DEAL WITH IT.
A moment ago I was so excited and hopeful for the future.
Now...
I don't even want tomorrow to come.
I don't even know what to feel...
The one person that has been keeping me and my dreams alive, is killing me now.
The past few days of complete loneliness has taught me that I can do it.
When I truly needed someone, really, no one was there.
Not even the one I care and love the most.
I guess all along I only have no one:)
The future will be tough, for sure, but I'm going to have to fight my way through, alone.





"It's not about how to achieve your dreams. It's about how to lead your life. If you lead your life the right way, karma will take care of itself. The dreams will come to you."-Randy Pausch
Dreams will come to me, dreams will come to me...

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